Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Seasons

There are seasons in life. First we are young children - a learning season. Then we are grown, and think we know everything - a proud season. Then the Lord allows some of us to have children...and we realise that we know nothing - a season of humility. {a whole other blog post altogether} But within those seasons are so many little sections of time. It is hard to see that seasons of life are temporary. Our youth is fleeting. And the years our children are home and need us are few. Even though in the middle of laundry and ear infections it is hard to see that it will ever end.

Our youngest doesn't like the nursery at church. I cannot blame her entirely for this as I didn't try to leave her in it until she was over a year old. And I could complain that I will never hear another sermon...or at least that it feels like it. But I've been in church all my life...almost 40 years. If the Lord should give me another 40 years in church then I would say around 60 years of my life I will have been able to serve others and worship corporately with the Body.

All too soon this season will pass. My baby is nearly walking. Soon she will run to her fun Sunday School teachers and not give me a second thought. So I wish this time, this season, to last. I want to be purposeful during these times of my life. I want to see what God has for me in the church lobby or up in the nursery wing...who can I minister to, or encourage while holding my baby on my hip? Because I know I will miss this season when it's gone.

4 comments:

Collette@Jesuslovesmums said...

I can empathise with you here! My son Jacob went through a very clingy phase at Church and it felt like I would never hear a sermon again but I did! Our Church has the Lord's Supper at 10am on Sunday but my husband works as a taxi driver so doesn't get in till 5am on Saturday. I can't take the kids as it is a quiet service and they just wouldn't sit quietly! I just have to view this as a season at the moment as well much as I really miss this service.
Love Collette xxx

Teri Lynne said...

Oh, Stephanie, how I wish I had been as wise as you when Casiday was that age. Instead I got frustrated with the clinginess and saw only what I was missing. What a sweet testimony you give ... thank you!

nikkit3 said...

This has really been hitting me hard lately. I realize just how fast our children are growing up. Dh and I were just certain we'd be able to have at least a half dozen children, but that just hasn't been God's will for our lives. Our "baby" is 4 now!!!! How I wish I would have slowed down a bit, relaxed, and simply ENJOYED each season MORE.

-Julie said...

Sigh! That's such a good reminder. I've been having a trying time with my 25 mo old lately...not with the church nursery (she finally LOVED it), but with her being in that "terrible 2" phase!